Results....more waiting.
   The doctor seems to think my liver disease isnt to concerning except that I need to lose weight.....thats not so easy but Im working at it. She doesnt think the pain Im having is coming from my liver. There was only one overy showing up on the ultrasound so now I get to wait until March 2nd to see the Genocologist.
Im okay though in some ways. Its tough at times to diet. Tough at times to excersize.
But its also my health. Im trying to take care of me.

Waiting......
  Well I go to tge doctor today at 11:30 and Im trying to wait patiently. Ive been working out these past two weeks and trying to eat healthier we will see if my efforts are paying off, maybe see just how serious my liver disease is and if there is anything I can do for the pain I feel sometimes. Trying to wait patiently. Am feeling a little nervous.
 My diabetes leves were good last night but a little high this morning after I ate and probably still raised from working out last night even though I rested also at night. Took my medicine though and that should help me feel better.
 My mom kind of insisted on going with me to the doctor today. That makes me kind of nervous also but all will be ok. Just anxious to find out what they found and how much they know.

Well there are things I don't like about my new diet and things that don't really bother me. I just need to get a handle on it its a lot of change.
Didn't feel good tonight so I didn't excercise might have to make up for it tomorrow.
  Thats about all I have to talk about for now. I can't wait to get into my doctor next week so that I can see how serious this actually is and maybe get some dieting tips.
 I just really hate change sometimes.
      I'm pretty much relaxing at home tonight.

So my liver is functioning normal and I dont have hepititis but they think I have fatty liver disease and told me I need to lose weight. Im not to happy with my diet or excercising even though it is for my health. I go see my doctor on Jan 27th. They cant really do anything for the pain I dont think. I just have to lose weight.
 Im kind of down for a few reasons but its also cause of all this. Its lots of changes to what im doing now and its also expensive to eat healthy.
        I wish a lot of things could be a lot different. But they just are not.
Feeling sad and blue.
   

So my stomach felt good all night. Then when I left for church at 8:05 it was hurting. It hurt for about 15 mins then I started feeling naucious. It couldnt be that it was cold and they kept turning the air on to make it warm- the difference in temperature. Sunday School I was fine. Theni in Relief Society I started feeling naucious again. But its been fine all afternoon. I am glad when its feeling good.
       

So I'm kind of a nervous wrek and trying notto be depressed.
 I had an ultrasound done cause my stomachs been hurting I thought it had to do with a certain part of my body that hurts on occasion they said the ultrasound would let us know. Well guess what the ultrasound showed? Something I was totally not expecting. It showed I have liver disease. I dont know how severe it is yet and wont until I get more blood work done and go in to see my doctor. But now everytime my tummy hurts im like oh its my liver disease. Yes its good to know why it hurts and im tryi g to stay positive but I also read today that its probably treatable but not cureable. A least I guess maybe they can treat it now. Ive probably had it most of my life cause my side has hurt but now my stomach is hurting so its probably getting worse. I wonder what my options are and what they can do for me. So I sit here worried until I can find out more. It also may explain why i am so fatigued most of the time.
 It might also be a good idea to document when during the day my stomach hurts.
In the meantime I'm playing the wait game. Until I can find out more from my doctor.

We my new years so far has been about haf and half. Half good. and half not so good. I've made a lot of mistakes already and this morning I wanted to accentuate the positive.
  crawl in bed and start it all over again.Ive had a pretty good day today though and am really trying to accentuate the positive. Im trying to highlight the positive things about my day.
 Anyways I had a good Christmas and birthday birthday and an ok new years.
 I will have to write more later but for now thats all I have to say.