Stuff

Well I probably really should be writing this in my journal and not on this blog but I am not near my journal.
    Well my mom passed away in March its been rough on me trying not to blame myselfbecause I really thought things would turn out different between her and I and there is still so much I wanted her to know. I do miss her about every day andmothers day was hard this year.
 We also lost Preston Thorton another valient soul. I've also been missing him.
      The real reason I wanted to write onn my blog today though is about church stuff.
I like to share my thoughts here or in my journal really if I don't share them at church.
   One idea I've thought about for a while is it would be really cool to have an interfaith chior I think. Even if its just to meet new people and combine with them in things we have in common. Singing and religion.It might be kind of hard to pull off though.
    My other thought or comment is this. We were talking in relief society about gifts of a testimony and l wanted to say that I think your confidence in God also grows through sharing your testimony and this is why. As I've been sharing my testimony in church lately I've been recieving personal revelation. Its so.wierd to describe. I can be standing up testifying ofone thing but at the same time be recieving revelation about anpther thing. I've kind of noticed how the prophet does it too and its so amazing. I didnt want to share in a way because what if other people havent had that experience. Maybe the lords trying to teachme confidence in him so that I know he will be there for me when and if I testify to people out of church. I just think its really cool to have that spirit of prophecy and how the windows of heaven open up to your view.