So I'm feeling better today.
  I volunteered at the library we had 10 bins and it took us a little longer then usual but that's ok. I was dragging and wasn't feeling good. Mostly tired I woke up last night and couldn't sleep.
 Needless to say I came home and slept and I feel better.
  I finished reading the gospel principals manuel and checked out a book from the library. Kingdom Keepers Disney after dark. I've read the first chapter and so far I like it.
   I watched the newer version of freaky Friday and fixed an ate dinner. Now I'm just chillin.
No baby yet.
 In my scripture reading today I read about pride. I've got some pride in me. Everyone has pride but I've got to learn to swallow it sometimes. I know at times I need others help but it's hard sometimes. Its hard and I get scared. Talking about letting yourself feel vulnerable again. I think with baby steps I'm making some improvements.
 Some small headaches tonight. It might be cause I still need new glasses but it might just be my brain hurting.
 Anyways I've been having more good days and I'm smiling more. I just have hard days some days but I'm trying to work on my positivity. Find things each day that are positive. I'm way to hard on myself sometimes but that's what I've been learning in therapy look at where I've come from and it's not all or always my fault. I'm trying to do the best with what I've been given. Just lately it's been hard in some areas to do my best. But I've got to give myself some credit.
I've got walking- stress group tomorrow. From about 9:00 to 11:00.