Today I slept in , read, and watched tv. I had a good day just not much to do.
 Tonight I went and helped Jamie assemble her treat bags.
 No headaches last night or bad dreams. I know when I have a bad dream..I've learned to pray, but I think I've found a way to comfort myself when I'm scared. I'm hoping it will help me a little with my mom.
 No baby yet but soon maybe..she's dialating tonight.
 In my scriptures I read today about old covenants are passed away because Christ fulfilled the law of Moses and now we have new and everlasting covenants.
I'm hoping some of my nonmember friends watch conference this weekend. They may not be to happy with me but before all the crazy stuff I have been a pretty good example to them. In my heart I want them to understand the best way I can teach them about love and about and through the spirit touching their lives. I've tried my hardest to reach them or come up with ways they might understand. Its taken a little trial and error but I do respect them and the things that they believe. I just don't ever want them to ask me why I never told them the things that I know. And I love my nonmember friends so much.
Don't worry I'm ok but I'm in a little pain tonight because of my feelings. I think it has something to do with my sister but I'm not exactly sure what's wrong. They say Its good for me to write about my feelings. I usually write to my friend but I know a journal is good too but Maybe I should tell my sister. I kind of have to talk to her in a round about way about my feelings, but I'm not even exactly sure at this point what it is that's bothering me like I don't really know what is wrong inside. I'll keep thinking about it. In the meantime keep me in your prayers.